
At the moment you are in a position where you have very little, but that land you look out on is not a desolate waste of space, it's a blank canvass, waiting for you to create something new for you, and, in turn, the world.

Change means the birth of new ways to live, but that birth requires the death of the old ways. Tools we use on a particular issues become blunt and less effective.

Change is difficult because we have become indoctrinated with world expectation, our self-talk and the coping mechanisms we developed in order to function. The rut becomes a gorge and the edges that used to guide us are now walls that imprison us. Soon that groove can become a rut we get stuck inside digging ourselves in deeper. Hi lindsay75394 - in the human condition we establish a groove for ourselves - how we fit in and function in the world. How do I rid myself of this s****y life I have. I also cannot afford therapy right now and trying to maneuver through the free options is such a headache so when your this depressed it’s impossible to figure out what to do. I feel completely hopeless and have no clue what to do.Īlso, I’ve been in and out of therapy and it doesn’t seem to work. I wish I had it in me to just kill my self. Either options I have sound either depressing or more of struggle than I’m already in. So basically I’m 41 single pregnant and I have no clue what to do. If I killed myself it would take weeks before anyone noticed and I’m not sure anyone would care if I was gone anyways. I barely have any friends and the ones I have never invite me out. I’ve had an abortion before and I needed up severely depressed for years (and I’m already depressed)

I just found out I’m pregnant and my friend Who got me pregnant is ignoring me. And my mother enables me and put me down constantly. I’m 41 single constantly struggling financially even though I have a good skill set (web developer)
